Follow the Yellow Brick Road

Mirror, mirror on the wall tells me the location of the Wizard of Oz

Follow the yellow brick road, follow the Yellow brick road, follow the yellow brick road.

I’m off to see the wizard The Wonderful Wizard of Oz,

I ask him if he could give me a Brain, a heart, and a goal.

My name is Love I was an abandoned child, I got married twice and I have 2 wonderful boys.

I came here to the United States 12 years ago and I wanted to become a Millionaire.

Hey, I just want to follow my yellow brick road.

In my first marriage, His parent wants a wife that does office work.

I’m a businesswoman so he left. But, gifted me a baby boy and debts.

My second marriage was to my fiance of 3 years and we have had a beautiful, successful, incredible

marriage for — 6 months.

He gave me a gift to a baby boy but this time with child support.

Before the pandemic, I lost everything, like a package deal. Except for my children and I gain real friends.

I question myself how did I end up here?

“I do not know!” Perhaps I do not have the brain to make the right decisions for my own life.

I look in the mirror and said “I love myself, I am happy, I am amazing.

I started laughing and crying at the same time.

I have the heart to give but I wasn’t kind to myself. Told me lies but deep inside I was hurt.

I never really love myself, I wasn’t happy at all. Amazing that I can truly agree.

Sing’s movie quoted “You know what’s great about hitting rock bottom,

there’s one way left to go, and that’s up.”

I decided to pick it up myself and be responsible for my life.

I cannot expect the same result if I do the same thing.

I started to teach myself how to become emotionally, mentally, and spiritually strong first.

I refused to end up with the same life I had before.

I decided to write my goals and design my life to my liking.

After taking care of my insanity, I decided to take care of my physical and finances.

I look at the mirror and I question myself what’s hurting me?

I got the clarity, “The Cookies”. Raise your hand if you love cookies?

The intensely buttery, gooey, warm yummy cookies? I Bet there is 50% off in your area today.

I make an effort to exercise at least 3 times a week and eat healthy with ” some cookies.”

I decided to organize my finance. There are lots of bumps and stopovers along the way but I just keep going because now I know my destination.

One day my little boy ask me. “What is your biggest fear mama?” It feels like I’m having a heart attack but I replied. “Public Speaking!” His response is brilliant.

“Then why do you tell me to learn public speaking when don’t even do it?

Are you scared, mama? No, I am not!

Yes, you are! No, I am not!

I can hear his voice like a cruel, scary, creepy coyote with bronchitis.

You are scared I can smell it, sense it, and see it.

But, do not worry mama you can do it! ” Be Brave.”

Friends, we do have our path to follow and it’s up to us which one to choose.

As for me, I question myself Do I know where to go? My answer is Yes I do!

I do not need to follow the yellow brick road to find the Wizard of Oz coz.

Coz, all these years the treasures I’m looking for were always in me.

The Brain, The Heart, and the Courage to face my fears.